So it looks like I'm finally going to get off my ass and stop avoiding college. I've been feeling like Ive been stuck in this dark hole with no hope and no future for years now and it's time I did something about it. I can't keep working shitty jobs and worrying over how I'm going to pay the bills every month. I need purpose, I need direction, I need HOPE. I want to learn again! I want to be able to whine solely about school and personal issues rather than freaking out about how there's no food in my fridge and no money to buy more. So here I am, getting my shit together.

Originally I was thinking of going into the tech to be a pharmacist's technician...but the way I see it, if I'm going to be in debt I'd rather it be over a degree in something I actually enjoy rather than something I have no passion for. Looks like it's back to the whole art college thing.

You know honestly I think the only thing I'm not looking forward to at this point is gen ed classes...and essays...I despise writing essays. Oh well. Sacrifices.